Saving Memories

Ooh, little blog. There is so much I want to say. I have been living a busy life since I got married, & I haven't found the time to stop & write down anything. I want, so badly, to blog about the night before our wedding (quite possibly my very favorite moment with Sebastian), the ceremony, the reception, the wedding day as a whole. I want to talk about how much I absolutely LOVE & appreciate my ten bridesmaids. I have a whole long post in my mind about how I'm such a daddy's girl & all of the emotions that have come with leaving him. A post about how my mom is a rockstar wedding planner, my biggest supporter, & my number one hero. How selfless she is & how I am SO so blessed to be the daughter she prayed the Lord would give her.

Then, I want to talk about my new life with my husband. Getting our apartment set up & being married for a month without cooking one meal in our kitchen. The fun outings we did on our honeymoon, like riding ATV's through Bluff Mountain & going to Ober Gatlinburg by way of a sky trolley. I want to blog about how blessed I am to have Sebastian as my husband, & how good he is to me.

But then, when I sit down to do all of this, I think about the thank you cards that need to be written, the boxes that need to be unpacked, the Christmas Mini Sessions that I need to plan for, the gifts we need to get together & mail, and the list goes on & on & on. & all of the sudden, I put my laptop away, or I go to another page to do photography, or I start editing honeymoon pictures, or I check my email to see if our wedding photos are finished so I can order thank you cards - & I go another day without 'documenting' my life in this fun, chaotic stage.

I don't want to blog just so you all know what's going on with Sebastian & I, or so you all can get a glimpse into all of the emotions that unrolled on our wedding day. I want to blog so that I can go back & read about the night before our wedding when I felt like the luckiest girl alive (I still do, but that night was so different). I want to relive seeing my daddy for the first time on my wedding day. Aaaaallll of the tears - much like the ones running down my face right now. :)

I love pictures so so so so so so much, but I want to write how I felt when those pictures were taken. So, I'm going to work on blogging about all of this. Don't feel like you have to read it - it's really so much for me. So that I can always have this online journal to remind me of these newlywed days.

I never want to forget this incredible time in my life.

^Amanda Hedgepeth Photography^