I wonder if some people just don't get the concept that words hurt. With this particular situation, it's not what was said, but the fact that it was said. I feel like some things will never end.
I think I've gotten to the point that, if you have nothing better to do than to sit around and talk about me and my boyfriend, I don't mind what you say or how you say it. If you want to make up lies and start rumors, go for it. I think that over the past couple of years, I've figured out that who really matters, will show you they care, and who doesn't, you can walk away from. Unfortunately, this isn't that easy. It's something that I will have to deal with and people who will always be in my life.
Honestly, this is something that God and God alone can fix. However, I feel like I need to give Him everything before He can do His work. For so long, I've kept all of my hurt and anger to myself and the people around me and I've tried to mend things alone. I haven't even given God a chance.
Right now, to start off 2012, I want to lean more on Jesus Christ. I can't live my life alone. I can't fix everything. I'm not invincible. He's said that He'll never leave me nor forsake me and I need to trust Him. God has put these people in my life for a reason, and instead of always seeing the negative, I need to give the Lord time to work. I'm not talking about in their lives, I'm talking about my own.
It's time to lay this at the foot of the Cross and In His timing, I know things will change.
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